I've never posted on here before. And I'm like "What the hell? No one cares." So here I am, posting for no aparent reason. You might notice that I am not willing to tell anyone anything about me. Well glad you did. There is no point of telling you anything if there isn't anything.

There use to be, but there's not. It all left me, it left when my heart died today. Yeah it died. To top that I was insulted. The greatest insult imaginable to me. I may sound over dramatic but if you knew, you'd understand.

It's funny, you think you have everything figured out. You think you're loved, that you always will be. But you are WRONG. It does not exist. So stop fooling yourself. I'm not even going to say sorry because I am PISSED. P-I-S-S-E-D. I won't be coming on here again, so I can rant all I want!

At the beginning I had this ring, a promise ring. Then someone told me what it was, what it meant. Then when I thought I had fallen in love, it started to shine. It started to become the most beautiful ring ever. It looked new, not 38 years old. Now, now that my heart is gone. Literally gone. It's dull, ugly, and has lost all meaning.

Note to readers, this is a guilt trip for someone. I hope they read it too. They need to know what they did. I said I loved you, I said I would always be there, that I would always try. And what sucks is that I can't even hate you! I love you still. You idiot. Idiot! Moron! I am tired of being the sweet me. I was sweet because I thought I was loved. I had lost all meaning of hate, and depression. But now it's back, and yet I can't even hate. Is that fare? NO

You'd probably say, "I'm sorry; It was the only way; we can still be friends; I still care about you; you're being unreasonable; why are you doing this?" Well I am Mad, hurt, sad, scared, confused, and just really really.. hurt.

Okay I'm done. Hope you enjoyed my pissed, sad, confused rant. I will never ever EVER come on here again. Good-Bye one and all. Forever.